"Getting up and immediately leaving"
The past couple days I have been taking naps. Usually around 3:30. I set my alarm for around 4:30 because I have to get to school by 5:30 because that is the only time when we can sneak in to do work because we're not allowed to use tables on the first floor during the day. I have no idea what my tuition is for.
So, when I wake up i put on my shoes real fast and my ipod is usually ready to go and my keys are inmy pocket, along with my wallet.. I usually leave within one or two minutes of getting up. I think after I nap for an hour, i go into deep sleep. Because by the time I hit the corner to get the bus, my hazy, weird exhausted faze is just starting to hit me. It feels ridiculously AWESOME. Complete refreshed, exhausted-ness, confusion from going from total warm and comfortable to upright, walking down a gross street heading to my ridiculous school where nothing makes sense.
This morning I thought I would take it to a new level. I went to sleep wearing my shoes and sweater, and pants and everything you wear during the day. I put my bag with school shit in it next to the door with m y ipod charged, along with my water. Also, I unlocked the door, and turned off the heat before i went to sleep so I had NOTHING to do when i got up besides leave. I set my alarm and went to sleep. I woke up to horrible blaring from my alarm clock and immediately remembered to turn it off, head for the door, pick up my bag and go to my group meeting. It felt really good, nice, different than anything I've done before. Blood doesn't have enough time to get to all your parts by the time you're enroute to wherever you need to go. I think this idea began one day when I set my alarm too late on accident. Thank god for that day.
The past couple days I have been taking naps. Usually around 3:30. I set my alarm for around 4:30 because I have to get to school by 5:30 because that is the only time when we can sneak in to do work because we're not allowed to use tables on the first floor during the day. I have no idea what my tuition is for.
So, when I wake up i put on my shoes real fast and my ipod is usually ready to go and my keys are inmy pocket, along with my wallet.. I usually leave within one or two minutes of getting up. I think after I nap for an hour, i go into deep sleep. Because by the time I hit the corner to get the bus, my hazy, weird exhausted faze is just starting to hit me. It feels ridiculously AWESOME. Complete refreshed, exhausted-ness, confusion from going from total warm and comfortable to upright, walking down a gross street heading to my ridiculous school where nothing makes sense.
This morning I thought I would take it to a new level. I went to sleep wearing my shoes and sweater, and pants and everything you wear during the day. I put my bag with school shit in it next to the door with m y ipod charged, along with my water. Also, I unlocked the door, and turned off the heat before i went to sleep so I had NOTHING to do when i got up besides leave. I set my alarm and went to sleep. I woke up to horrible blaring from my alarm clock and immediately remembered to turn it off, head for the door, pick up my bag and go to my group meeting. It felt really good, nice, different than anything I've done before. Blood doesn't have enough time to get to all your parts by the time you're enroute to wherever you need to go. I think this idea began one day when I set my alarm too late on accident. Thank god for that day.
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